
As I was driving to Waggner High School to tutor my ESL student, I was very nervous. I didn’t know what to expect from my student, teacher, and classroom experience. Was my student a girl? Was he or she in an early stage? What country was my student from, and would they like me? These are just a few questions I had while walking into the office to meet my new ESL friend.
When I came to the classroom, none of the students were present. The teacher, Ms. Thomas was extremely nice, and explained the books I was to read. Ms. Thomas also informed me that Yumna was a female from Mexico. Yumna has only been in the United States since August 7, and is in the lowest level in Building Futures program. She also has been removed from her family, and is currently living in the Home of the Innocents.
Soon after our talk, the students began filing in the classroom. I was inspecting all of them, trying to guess which one was Yumna. I saw a few of the girls in the corner snickering while looking at me. I was already the minority in this classroom, and I felt very intimidated by the many languages the students were using to speak to one another. In the opposite corner, a few girls were wearing headdresses over their entire heads. How hard must their day be because they look so different than the other children at Waggner High School?
As I was sitting patiently for the last bell to ring, a few of the boys began talking to me. The majority of the boys were Mexican and one was African. These boys knew English quite well, and talked to me fluently in English. However, I got the feeling that they were making fun of me because they kept laughing at me with one another. “Do you know Spanish?” one of the boys asked. “Umm a little,” I explained. Right then, the boys began talking in Spanish. In reality, I could only catch a few words they were saying, and I know one of those words is love. And right now, I don’t really know what to think of this situation.
Ms. Thomas then asked the students to take their seats and announced that I would be tutoring Yumna. Yumna then got out of her seat, and we exchanged “hello”. My first impression of Yumna was that looked like a very nice girl. She didn’t appear to be different than me. She was smiling and looked happy that I was tutoring her.
Is this embarrassing to Yumna that she needs a tutor? I know that I feel stupid if I have to ask for a tutor. Tutoring means that you need help in some areas, and I’ve always thought that tutoring diminishes my sense of pride. However, Yumna was happy she got to have a tutor. This shows the main difference between ESL students and traditional students. Traditional students are hard-headed and foolish, while ESL students know that tutoring will help them to learn English faster- the skill that they need before all others.
Yumna and I read four books together. These books were simple, and a few of them didn’t even contain a plot. They reminded me of the books I read the baby I watch every week. These books were stupid, dull, and didn’t contain any meaning. In contrast, Yumna liked all of the books because she learned different words in English. She was proud she knew how to read these books to me.
While we were reading a book about bananas, Yumna started talking about her hometown. She explained how banana trees grow in the houses in Mexico, and how different they look compared to the regular yellow bananas we are used to seeing. Yumna was excited to tell me something about her home, and have me understand her. This really made me appreciate my volunteer work because she was willing to share experiences from her culture with me. We were friends, not just a tutor-student relationship. We were able to talk about more than just the books she had to read.
Another idea we talked about aside from reading is school. Yumna explained that she only went to school for three years in Mexico, but she didn’t learn anything valuable. She likes going to Waggner because she gets to learn English. I’ve never thought that I get to go to school; it’s always been that I have to attend. She also explained that she really wants to know English so she can get a job when she graduates. Having a job and making money is the number one goal for Yumna when she leaves Waggner. She made me think about how lucky I am to already know English, be enrolled in a great school, and have great opportunities waiting for me when I graduate; and I’m only two years older than Yumna. I can’t imagine moving to a foreign country two years ago and starting from scratch. This girl is a fighter, persistent, and will get far in life with her positive outlook.
In all, I’m excited to go see Yumna next week. I think I really did help her understand English and a few vocabulary words. Yumna seemed happy to be with me, and happy to learn English. I think next week she will have learned more words and phrases because she is such a hard-worker. I’m lucky I got placed with someone that wants to learn and has a positive attitude. If I were in her situation, I can’t imagine that I would be like her.
However, I am going to worry about Yumna until next week. Why is she in the Home of Innocents? Why was she taken away from her family? What traumatic experiences is Yumna hiding? She expressed to me that she doesn’t have any family with her. Is she ok being by herself in a shelter? Just after being with Yumna for an hour today, I have learned that she is a strong girl; much stronger than I will ever be. The struggles she faces everyday must make her tired, on top of learning a difficult language in order to survive. As I’m sitting in my room surrounded by material things, family and friends, and stressful schoolwork, I can consider myself blessed. No problem I have in my life right now even compares to Yumna. And, in reality, I bet Yumna has a more positive outlook about her own life than I do mine.